finding it so hard to order a ticket back from london
never thought i’d be the kind of girl who cries because she misses her boyfriend (plus other things) but here i am
what should i do today:
a) stay att home do nothing
b) stay at home paint, watch a movie, read, eat dinner with family etc
c) study
d) see my friends do some shopping
???
i wanna have a baby and a garden that is all i want if u can give me that (+sex and kisses) i will have a baby with u
I have only two emotions careful fear and dead devotion
essentially my dream has always been the same, to have a big house filled with people to love and take care of, to create a safe haven
about wasting time
One year ago i graduated. my life has changed so much since then and maybe my mind. i feel like i’ve changed as a person and maybe to the worse i sometimes i feel like i dont recognize myself, it’s like all the things that used to be important to me disapppeared or perhaps they were just replaced. like thinking. i’ve forgotten how to think. i just do. go to work call my mom message my friends go home to my boyfriend, i’ve lost my self in a labyrinth of people and must-do’s and i don’t know how go get out find my way out or if i even want out. i don’t know where time went what i’m doing with my time. when i look back it feels like i used to have so much time, like i did alot with my time, productive things. but i also remember how i felt the opposite at the time. time has always been an issue of mine. the feeling of wasting it. the feeling of wasting this year even though perhaps i’ve accomplished some things. a job, a course at the university, another job, a relationship. but what is accomplishing things when you still feel like you’re wasting your time, when you still feel like you haven’t done a single thing in your life and you don’t know what you want or should do. when you’ve accomplished the things you thought would make you feel like you belonged and it didn’t, what do you do then?
im a working girl now, working working everyday, sleeping eating visiting home, living in someone elses home for a person is now my home, trying to finish my studies trying to keep my friends to keep my sanity, trying hard, trying trying harder, wanting to do things i wish i’d have the courage to try
Queen of Coney Island | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/59513786/via/JobousBone
Hearted from: http://wweirdpersonn.tumblr.com/post/40336929044
"I want to live in a world where little girls are not pinkified, but where little girls who like pink are not punished for it, either. We can certainly talk about the social pressures surrounding gender roles, and the concerns that people have when they see girls and young women who appear to be forced into performances of femininity by the society around them, but let’s stop acting like they have no agency and free will. Let’s stop acting like women who choose to be feminine are somehow colluders, betraying the movement, bamboozled into thinking that they want to be feminine. Let’s stop denying women their own autonomy by telling them that their expressions of femininity are bad and wrong.
Antifemininity is misogynist. What you are saying when you engage in this type of rhetoric is that you think things traditionally associated with women are wrong. Which is misogynist. By telling feminine women that they don’t belong in the feminist movement, you are reinforcing the idea that to be feminine and a woman is wrong, that women who want to be taken seriously need to be more masculine, because most people view gender presentation in binary ways. This rewards the ‘one of the boys’ type rhetoric I encounter all over the place from self-avowed feminists who seem to think that bashing on women is a good way to prove how serious they are when it comes to caring about women and bringing men into the feminist movement."
- Get Your Anti-Femininity Out Of My Feminism by s.e. smith (via nerdiestofbears)
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